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Archive for July, 2001

I’m updating cuz donna thinks I’m dead or something, having not updated this in a while. which of course, bryan knows never to bother checking the blog cuz there was this giant period of like, a month where I abandoned this thing. hahaa… so I’m back. and it’s august!! and it’s buuuuusy. oi… I need a break. I’m sleepin in tomorrow.

bryan!!! it’s your birthday. you are now 17!! how do you feel? =)
it’s like 1 in the morning. I’m waiting for a phonecall from my friend jeff, cuz he’s leaving tonite at 4 in the morning. he’s going to the philipinnes, it was a last minute decision for him. I’m gonna miss him!!!
I’m gonna be driving bryan around tomorrow. I hope he survives my car!! hahaha… and I hafta go stop by jamie’s house too. so much to do!! aaaah!!

www.

happy birthday to the coolest chick on the planet, my bestest friend in the whooooole wide world, the one who introduced me to… a lot of stuff that I can’t quite remember… uhh… hahaha sorrie buddie.
laine is turning 20 today. frekkin 20. god… I’ve known her forever, now I feel so old!! anyways, thanks for being my friend, thanks for always taking care of me, for enjoying bon jovi with me when everyone else thought he sucked =)
take care of yourself kay? *hugs* I’m gonna miss u loads in waterloo.
“take me take me”
“no you’re ugly”
— nothing says it like hallmark. HAHAHAA!!!

if everyone would look to your left of the screen, you’ll see a link entitled jyrama. click on it and you shall find the life of an SMC boy in the crowded, fast-paced world of japan. hope he’s having fun. the reason I point this out is because he is the newest link to be added to my blog.
in a short amount of time, donna will have a link up here too. once she fixes up her blog.

tired and aching
I need a rest
from the play we call life
from the world we call home
I need a vacation
somewhere far
somewhere lost
I saw it in a dream once
it faded away
til all that was left
was a hue of nostalgia
and I wished more than ever
to be there right now

who the fuck do you think you are you seraphim of satan
to look down upon me for surviving
who the fuck do you think you are you seraphim of satan
to belittle me and hurt me so
the world is full of people just as naive just as scared
go play your tricks on them
I don’t need this shit I don’t deserve this shit

I’m liking imood. they have all these cute lil things to choose from now.
and I’m addicted. to bon jovi.

this romeo is bleeding
but you can’t see his blood
it’s nothing but some feelings
that this old dog kicked up
it’s been raining since you left me
now I’m drowning in the flood
see I’ve always been a fighter
but without I give up
now I can’t sing a love song
like thew ay it’s meant to be
I guess I’m not that good anymore
but baby that’s just me
and I will love you baby
always
and I’ll be there forever and a day
always
I’ll be there til the stars don’t shine
til the heavens burst and the words don’t rhyme
I know when I die you’ll be on my mind
and I love you always
now your picture’s there you left behind
are just memories of a different life
some that made us laugh some that made us cry
one that made you hafta say goodbye
what I’d give to run my fingers through your hair
touch your lips to hold you near
when you say your prayers try to understand
I’ve made mistakes I’m just a man
when he holds you close when he pulls you near
when he says the words you’ve been meaning to hear
I wish I was him and those words were mine
to say to you til the end of time
and I will love you baby
always
and I’ll be there forever and a day
always
if you told me to cry for you I could
if you told me to die for you I would
take a look at my face there’s no price I won’t pay
to say these words to you
well there ain’t no luck in these loaded dice
but baby if you give me just one more try
we can pack up our old dream and our old lives
we’ll find a place where the sun still shines and I
will love you baby
always
and I’ll be there forever and a day
always
I’ll be there til the stars don’t shine
til the heavens burst and the words don’t rhyme
I know when I die you’ll be on my mind
and I love you always
aaaalways

something’s not right.
and I don’t know what.
I think I did something.
and I don’t know what.
seconds ago I remembered a time
when I could talk for hours
til I saw the sun
with you.
I woke up now and I saw something
that I never saw before
and it scared me
and I don’t know what it was
and I’ll never know what it was
but I know it had a reason.
and despite what changes I made
to my life and yours
in the last few seconds of my dream
I’ll always remember
the burst of sunlight that shone through the window
when it was early morning
and when I talked to you til dawn.
I know times are tough.
I know I’m being unfair.
I know it’s not fair for you.
but I don’t know what I’m doing.
and I don’t know why I’m doing this.
and I just don’t know anything anymore.
and I need my time. my space.
I’ll always be here. standing. sleeping.
not going anywhere.
need me? you know how to find me.
use the bat signal. it works better. =)

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